What should I do? I’m a 20-year-old woman and I got accepted into an emergency response center dispatcher training program. Most of my classmates are around 30–45 years old.
I feel like this is really difficult. I’ve only been studying for a month, but it already feels challenging and scary, and I’m starting to feel like maybe I’m not cut out for this. I’m scared and anxious about the fact that people’s lives could be in my hands and that I would have to make quick, decisive decisions. The field itself is really interesting, but I don’t know if I’m capable of doing this.
I don’t have any background in healthcare, the volunteer fire department, or anything like that. And I’m so young… all the official terminology, call-handling guidelines, laws, regulations, and rules feel difficult to understand. And the fact that I’m supposed to recognize life-threatening situations within seconds feels overwhelming. And just everything else too…
I’m also not sure if this is really for me anymore. I don’t know if I applied because I genuinely wanted to do this, or just because it sounded cool to say that I got in. I don’t have that much life experience either, and I feel like I don’t have much common sense, so everything feels really difficult to handle.
I honestly don’t know what to do or whether this is really the right thing for me. How do I know if this is
How do I know if this particular profession is my calling or not?