So, Actually I gave my first attempt in 2022 and scored too low, and for the next attempt in 2023 I didn't fill the form. To be honest I didn't give my 100% or I will say even a moderate effort for my exam these years, also in 2024 I attempted the exam scored too low plus NO good efforts. I was distracted too much, here and there etc etc. Genuinely I wasted my time then.
As for the 2025 attempt, I started late in December, but I studied like hell, day and night putting whatever I got, scored 300 something, I don't even remember my exact score man... Not because of memory issues.. because I don't want to...
I skipped my 2026 attempt, because I was too exhausted from inside, I did not have any guts left to give the attempt and also because there was marriage of my elder sister in late June.
I thought about moving on to something else. Currently I am focusing on my BSc exams, but I can't get rid of my thoughts for NEET, MBBS, Medical.... It was the only thing that I thought about since my childhood, I feel like something is missing, that's the only thing I can imagine myself as, my heart clenches whenever I see other medicos or medical colleges or even doctors. What Should I do.. Should I move on? I don't know. What should I do.........?!?!?! Please help me ..