Hey everyone,
I’m 22 and from India, and I’m completely new to philosophy. I’m genuinely a layman here, so please keep that in mind.
I didn’t study very well in college and eventually dropped out. I also struggled to find a job, and during that period I started becoming curious about mathematics, science, and how we understand the world. Later, my brother introduced me to philosophy through Albert Camus and Friedrich Nietzsche.
What initially attracted me was the idea that philosophy seems to question the foundations of things we normally take for granted—what exists, what we can know, how we should live, what truth means, what mathematics is based on, how society should work, etc.
But I’m struggling to understand how to actually do philosophy.
When I started reading about Socrates, Plato, and Aristotle, I found myself fascinated but also completely lost. There is a language barrier for me, and many of the arguments seem extremely deep. Sometimes I spend a long time trying to understand what seems like just two or three sentences.
Then I encountered people like Bertrand Russell, who were asking extremely fundamental questions about mathematics and logic, and I honestly thought: How does someone even begin thinking at that level?
I’m not asking anyone to teach me philosophy in a Reddit comment. I’m more interested in the personal side of it:
For those of you who study philosophy seriously—when did philosophy “click” for you? Was there a particular philosopher, argument, book, or question that gave you that spark?
And if you were in my position—22, completely inexperienced, curious but with almost no formal background—how would you recommend approaching philosophy?
Should I start chronologically with the Greeks? Should I focus on one area first, like metaphysics, epistemology, ethics, philosophy of mathematics, or political philosophy? Or is it better to follow particular questions rather than trying to “learn all of philosophy”?
One thing I’m particularly interested in is the relationship between philosophy and mathematics/science. I find myself wanting to understand philosophy almost mathematically—following definitions, assumptions, arguments, and conclusions as rigorously as possible.
I know I have a huge amount to learn, and I’m not expecting to understand Nietzsche, Plato, Russell, etc. immediately. I’m just looking for a direction.
So, for those who have been doing this for years:
What gave you the spark to go deeper, and what would you tell someone like me who is just beginning?