(Image: Retroid Pocket 5)
Hey guys, I hope you all are doing good! ^___^ <3
I've been meaning to make this post just sharing my experience with owning my first handheld, and why I sold it for playing on my phone instead 😔
Ofc these are MY personal opinions. Whatever makes you happiest go for it!!
This is for people who might be debating on whether you wanna go out and buy a dedicated handheld instead of just using the phone you already got!
(Mainly for the people who have more modern flagship phones, but in general most phones can play most retro games)
Since middle school I've been into retro games a ton, and in general emulation has been my way to go! It's more convenient and can often play them with better res and modern comforts we're more used to. And as much as I haven't been super into getting a more dedicated device, I got into another fixation on playing retro games again, and felt I'd be happier with one :D
I was super excited! Did all the research, watched retro game corps a ton, and saved up for the Retroid Pocket 5. I wanted something that could handle everything up to ps2, and it was perfect. Perfect size, good build quality, good customer support, etc (Though the shipping was stressful 😭). It even had the dedicated second screen for if I ever felt like I wanted it in the future.
It's on my profile, I decided to sit down and spend a few hours actually setting everything up to the best quality and shaders that I wanted. Made sure controls were perfect, as well as my frontend (God I love ES-DE 💗)
By the end, I had my amazing little device that could play anything Ive ever wanted to, and more! It felt super amazing to be done with it, I could finally sit down and play with it.
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Right?
Here's the thing. After all of that work, I realized I didn't actually wanna play anything. Either because of choice paralysis, having little time to play, little energy, or the fact that I prefer playing the big games on my big screen. (╥﹏╥)
I was only happy to have the device of my dreams, not to actually use it. Briefly, my mental problems also made it hard to use. Feeling guilty I spent such hard earned money (VERY hard earned), on something that's collecting dust in the corner of my room. As well as this slight real OCD feeling that it was never truly done being set up.
There is that joke saying the game we play most is setting up the device and tweaking it. Unfortunately for some people like me, it truly was. I do love games, but personally playing them is hard for me. I kept telling myself, "After I buy the device, I'll play more. After I set up the emulator, I'll play more. After I set up the shaders, I'll play more. Etc." It also just irked me that I had to carry a separate device around, and I felt like I had to baby it all the time.
It's dumb and obvious to say out loud, but sometimes it's needed to be said. SBC gaming, is gaming. I feel like some of us here are just like me, and really value getting the shiniest new thing, vs just enjoying playing the games we love.
If buying a new device allows you to play more games in a way that makes you happy, by all means PLEASE do. But for so many of us who have a controller, and a perfectly good phone that can play it all, ask yourself. Why am I not using it?
Didn't mean to write so much, but I enjoyed it! I hope this helped anyone who is debating on whether or not they want a dedicated gaming handheld. Don't get me wrong, I'm greatful for the experience I had, and the knowledge of what's right for me. But in the end I was disappointed and realize playing on my phone was convenient and honestly makes me happier using it. I love the feeling of just turning my boring everyday device into an instant gaming system, vs a second device that only plays games and screams "PLAY ME FOR GOT SAKE JUST USE ME I COST $250!"
(Last thing I'll say is, I feel like I wouldnt have as many of these problems if I got a cheaper $60-$100 device. But again I wanted something capable of playing any system, and felt like I truly needed it. If you wanna dip your toes into SBC gaming on a separate device, please only dip a little 😭)
Thanks for reading you guys have a lovely day enjoy your games!! 🥳🙌💗💗
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TL;DR
I got a device that could play everything my phone already could, and much as I loved having it, I never actually played with it. Turns out I don't play as much as I want to, because of multiple reasons that became important after spending the time and money. Instead of getting something you might not use, sit down enjoy the games you truly love on something you already have and can enjoy :D
It might save you a lot more trouble than you think. If you still really wanna dip your toes, try something cheaper and smaller that plays what you want 💗