Man, I love Programming, but there is something holding me everyday

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As the title says, I really like programming but man, everyday I tell myself I will do such and such, but I end up watching youtube or reading political news and when I want to go and learn something I get disgourged and I feel like it's stupid, but sometimes I feel like I can fucking write the next facebook application but when I put my hand on that keyboard, it's like a debt installed on my mind.