I never expected my Linux journey to turn into this much of a rabbit hole.
I originally just wanted to get away from Windows.
Around October 2025, I finally got fed up with Windows and some of the controversial directions Microsoft was taking. I didn't even bother with dual booting — I completely moved over to Linux.
At the time, LMDE 7 had just launched, and the timing felt perfect. I liked the idea of having a Mint-like experience without depending on Ubuntu, and I became pretty comfortable with Cinnamon.
Then I started thinking:
If LMDE is basically Mint on top of Debian, why not try Debian itself?
So I installed Debian 13 with Cinnamon.
And honestly, it was fantastic. I used it for almost three months without any major issues. I even customized it enough to make it look and feel like Mint.
But then curiosity got me.
Whenever I booted the machine, I'd see the kernel version in the boot process. I wondered what it actually meant, so I looked it up and realized Debian 13 was using the 6.12 LTS kernel, while newer LTS kernels were already available.
That's when I learned more about Debian's philosophy: prioritize stability over having the newest everything.
And then the FOMO started.
My machine has a 1 TB NVMe, an i5-12450H and an RTX 4050. I started wondering whether I was leaving performance or hardware support on the table by sticking with Debian.
So I decided to try something newer.
I was still scared of installing Arch, so I went with Fedora KDE instead. I'd used Ubuntu/GNOME before and already knew GNOME wasn't really my thing.
Fedora was great. The newer kernel made me happy, and for a while I just stayed there.
Then came the CVE news.
Around April/May 2026, there were several high-profile Linux vulnerabilities being discussed, including things like Copy-on-Write related issues. And this is where my Linux journey became... somewhat irrational.
I started becoming suspicious of the entire ecosystem.
I had this stupid thought:
"What if there are vulnerabilities sitting in the kernel for years and we simply don't know about them?"
Then my brain went even further down the rabbit hole — wondering about governments, intelligence agencies, corporations, maintainers, etc.
I'm not saying I actually believe Linus Torvalds is secretly working for the CIA or Mossad. 😂
But that paranoia was enough to make me start researching how much trust I was actually putting into the software stack I was using.
That's when I discovered openSUSE Tumbleweed.
And honestly, I fell in love with it.
It doesn't necessarily "excel" at one particular thing, but it feels like they tried to do everything properly.
The QA process before updates, the rolling release model, Btrfs, Snapper, ZRAM, rollback capabilities... everything just worked together incredibly well.
I also discovered how powerful Btrfs could be, and Snapper completely changed the way I thought about system maintenance.
I stayed with openSUSE until July 2026.
But during that time, I started researching something else:
Distros that don't use systemd.
The more I learned about systemd, its adoption across the Linux ecosystem, and the history surrounding Red Hat and systemd, the more I started questioning whether I actually wanted such a huge portion of my system to depend on one ecosystem.
My list started growing:
- Void Linux
- Artix
- antiX
- Devuan
- Alpine
- Gentoo
- the BSDs
- NixOS
I also started thinking more broadly about corporate influence in Linux.
One of the things that bothers me is that Linux was built around openness and choice, yet so much of the modern Linux desktop ecosystem seems to converge around the same technologies and design decisions.
Red Hat and systemd were a big part of why I started thinking about this.
I know the reality is far more complicated than "Red Hat forced systemd on everyone", and I'm not trying to make a serious historical argument here. That's just how it felt to me while going down this rabbit hole.
And then there was Arch.
I never actually moved to Arch.
The various security incidents involving compromised AUR packages were enough to make me uncomfortable with relying heavily on the AUR. Again, I'm not saying Arch is inherently insecure — I just decided that it wasn't something I wanted to depend on.
Eventually, I tried Void Linux.
And almost immediately, I thought:
Yep. This feels like home.
The problem?
Void requires considerably more effort to get everything configured exactly the way I want it.
And then real life happened.
My father had a heart attack in August 2026, so obviously Linux experimentation wasn't exactly my priority anymore. I had much more important things to deal with.
During that period I temporarily moved to Aurora Linux, since it is Fedora/Universal Blue based and gives you a very polished experience out of the box.
And that's where I realized something about myself.
Aurora is really good.
Everything works.
The system is polished.
Updates are convenient.
A lot of decisions are already made for you.
And I hated that. 😂
Not because Aurora is bad — quite the opposite. It's probably great for someone who wants exactly that experience.
But I realized I don't actually want a distro that makes every decision for me.
I want to be able to make the decisions myself, even if that means spending hours fixing something I could have avoided.
So after about two weeks, I moved again.
This time to RakuOS.
I've been using it since then.
They recently transitioned from DNF to their new rum package manager, so there have been quite a few bugs. I've managed to work around/fix the issues I've encountered, though.
But honestly?
I already know where I'm going next.
Back to Void.
Because after all these distros — LMDE → Debian → Fedora → openSUSE Tumbleweed → Void → Aurora → RakuOS — Void is still the one that felt the most like my system.
Maybe I'm overthinking all of this.
Maybe I'm chasing an unrealistic idea of "freedom".
Maybe there is no completely independent, perfectly secure, completely trustworthy operating system.
And maybe that's the biggest thing I've learned from this whole journey:
Linux isn't really about finding the perfect distro. It's about deciding which compromises you're willing to make.
I started this journey because I wanted to escape Windows.
Now I'm sitting here worrying about init systems, package managers, corporate influence, supply-chain attacks, reproducible builds, filesystems, rollback mechanisms and whether I really trust the software running on my own computer.
So yeah...
I guess I became that Linux guy. 😂
And somehow, after all of it, Void Linux still feels like home.