Feeling isolated

[u/kittycat12346]

I was diagnosed with anorexia at 15. I got treatment at 17 and was able to have a healthy relationship with food again. I am now 21 and I can’t stop crying every time I look in the mirror. I constantly mourn old photos of me at 17/18 years old. I have curves now and although I receive compliments on my appearance I can’t help but feel so insecure still . I stopped wearing usual clothes I would wear and I tear up every time I stare at myself now. I feel so alone and unhappy. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone that I’m close to about this. It just feels so isolating. I just don’t know what to do I’m scared I’m already falling into old patterns…

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