r/Journaling • u/Lonerism_1 • 20h ago

Journal entry still waiting.

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u/kedikahveicer 19h ago

💔

Utterly relatable, this could have been a page out of mine. I'll have written words to this effect, I'm sure

I've been experiencing this for about a month now

And it feels worse than this sort of thing usually would, because mentally, he was extremely unwell in a few ways (same as me really)

So I'm left with the added worry of, "is he actually alright right now??"

And there was so many ideas I had for the future to ease the pressure on him. And he might never know that if he chooses to stay gone, and if he isn't alright? Then he really never will.

I hate the whole messed up thing.

Lame!

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u/philosophussapiens 18h ago

I felt like this. It doesn’t matter for whom it was written for, time really heals. Sending you positive vibes

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u/DecentCupcake2464 18h ago

Piggybacking to add, in 99% of the cases, time really heals, even if they never come back. On the other hand, where I come from, there's a saying that roughly translates to "If a person who's lost by morning, returns by dusk, wasn't really lost all along"..

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u/philosophussapiens 18h ago

That’s a really good saying. Sometimes it’s even better if they never come back at all

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u/pineappearl 17h ago

How much I feel you.

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u/Lonerism_1 6h ago

❤️

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u/billymondy5806 17h ago

Honey, move on. It’s always the best resolution.

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u/Lonerism_1 6h ago

Its about my grandmother 😭

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u/Fresh-Palpitation-72 18h ago

Im waiting to for someone I loved at school and got back stabbed

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u/Missions-Impossible 13h ago

I feel like this too... I was left without anything, not a goodbye not a single word. Just left and never heard anything of her again...

I hope time heals it, and that maybe what her friends said was actually true. If so, then maybe I will see her again. Maybe one day...

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u/itsbushy 17h ago

lol op you must be a young man