r/Molested • u/Milesmylo • 6d ago
How it affected me
I'm 24(f) but was SA'd since I was a toddler. A relative (f) would touch my genitals at night and also lick them. Soon after, she trained me to pleasure her too and i liked it at the time, and always looked forward to it.
Another incidence was with an uncle, who showed me porn, and would apply oil on my genitals, and just touch me all over. Got so used to it, I would unknowingly sit and grind on his lap when we were alone.
These experiences have made me hypersexual and I always chase the same feeling I felt with them. I always wonder how it feels to be normal
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u/maidensbane 6d ago
All these stories go the same way: it felt good and i liked it until society told me im not allowed to like it
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u/The-Mindless-Anthony 6d ago
Idk if my words will help you, but for me normality doesn't exist. Each human have so much difference, so much unique thing. Literally everyone in your life have something weird on them, something odd, something abnormal. But you never speak about it. One dumb exemple i often use is the feet fetish, people often criticize this fetish and look at it weirdly ! Yet it is the most common fetish in Internet. So when so many people like the same thing, can you really call it abnormal? Weird?
We are all weird and abnormal! But not a lot dare to look at them and admit it. So i ask you this question : do you think you are more abnormal than any other person in this world?
Strength and courage for you. If you have any questions or need anything, do not hesitate to ask
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u/Alarming-Pressure-48 6d ago
You didn't do anything wrong. Everything you're feeling is quite normal and a lot of us share these experiences.
They did things to us and some of it felt good and that's what created the guilt, to keep us quiet keep us coming back for more.
Try to take it easy on yourself. I know it's difficult but, You are not alone in this.
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u/SlowPomegranate3754 22h ago
M here. I was 6 and it was two sisters that were neighbors for me. 11 & 12.
How I loved that rush when I knew it was time to play. I’ve been hyper sexual ever since and find myself most attracted to women that like to share stories of their abuse from when they were young.
Swapping stories while having sex is now my biggest turn on. It’s also cathartic feeling seen and that you’re not alone in how you feel.
Cards we were dealt. Nothing wrong with enjoying it.
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u/Every1LastOption 5h ago
yeah, "what would it be like, to be normal is a constantly spinning sign, on the other side writ, "what would it like like for this to be normal".
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