r/PanicAttack • u/BudgetAide6727 • 9h ago
My experience with Panic attacks and how I cured it/what helped.
I wanted to share my experience with panic attacks because I know there are probably other people going through the same thing and wondering what is happening to them.
My first real panic attack happened a few months ago. I had barely eaten that day, then later took around 600 mg of pre-workout/caffeine and used an energy snus with around 150 mg nicotine, plus a normal 15 mg nicotine snus.
I felt completely fine for about 4 hours. Then suddenly my vision got blurry, my heart started racing and I felt like I couldn’t breathe properly. I genuinely thought something was seriously wrong with me. It lasted around 30 minutes, so I called an ambulance.
They checked me and said everything seemed okay and that it was most likely a panic attack, with the huge amount of caffeine and nicotine making it worse.
The next day my doctor checked me and I had an ECG, which was normal. My blood tests were also normal except for a magnesium deficiency.
A few days later at school, I used a 12 mg nicotine snus. About 30 minutes later, my heart started racing again and I had trouble breathing. Another ambulance came and again they thought it was a panic attack.
After that, I became scared of having another one. I started constantly checking my heartbeat, breathing, vision and basically every little thing my body was doing. If my heart beat faster, I immediately thought, “Is it starting again?”
I even became afraid of exercising because I thought that my naturally higher heart rate and heavier breathing could trigger another panic attack.
I noticed that the symptoms were usually worse when I was alone, bored, somewhere unfamiliar or thinking about panic attacks. When I was talking to friends or focusing on something, they often became much weaker.
I also had another panic-like episode at a friend’s house after someone pranked me by saying there was alcohol in my water. I believed it because I had never had alcohol before. I became nauseous, had some breathing difficulty and felt like I might throw up. After around 30 minutes, it passed.
Instead of avoiding everything, I slowly started going back to normal life. I went back to school, went to an aquapark in another country, traveled to Turkey and later started an internship in a completely new environment with new people.
I still had some “mini panic attacks”, especially when I was alone or somewhere unfamiliar, but I kept doing things anyway.
One of the biggest things I realized was that a fast heartbeat doesn’t automatically mean a panic attack. Your heart can beat faster because you’re nervous, excited, moving around or simply paying attention to it.
I probably had normal body sensations even before my first panic attack, but I never cared about them. After that first attack, I started interpreting every little sensation as danger.
I’m still not completely back to how I was before, and I sometimes get uncomfortable feelings or mini panic attacks. But compared to the beginning, it’s a huge difference.
If you’re going through something similar, don’t let the fear make you avoid school, work, exercise, traveling or spending time with friends. At the same time, don’t automatically assume every symptom is anxiety. If you have severe or unusual symptoms, get checked by a doctor.
I just wanted to share this because when my first panic attack happened, I genuinely thought something was seriously wrong with me. Understanding what was happening and continuing my normal life helped me much more than constantly trying to make sure I would never feel anxious again.
If you’re going through this right now, you’re definitely not the only one.