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Missed yesterday's stream and caught the kick vod and wanted to chime in the whole time because I was like I KNOW WHERE THIS DUDE IS COMING FROM... so I am going to post it here, and maybe it makes its way to Wubby, or at least I jerk myself off for individual growth or whatever because when I first started watching Wubby it was quite a while back but it was at a point in my life where I was dealing with a lot of things, feeling powerless because of a disease, losing the life I thought I was going to have, and feeling isolated from a lot of the world because of being able to physically get out.
During that time I started as a vod boy and moved to watching stream and became EXTREMELY para social because of the reasons I mentioned above. I was projecting myself onto the community because their jokes and Wubby's jokes and fun made me laugh so I made Wubby's stream the surrogate for most of my social interaction. I began getting offended when he wouldn't play what I was enjoying, or if he played a game in a way I didnt agree with I would get upset and literally crotchety and pissy in real life. I was extremely unwell and none of this was the fault of Wubby or the stream but I saw that guy ranting about the VR thing and the conversation happening and I just wanted to be like "Man Ive been there but for real you need to step back and realize you aren't owed another person's time" That was something I got through therapy and talking to somebody about what was going on in my life and I cringe pretty hard at feeling that way at any point, but I do blame it on just being depressed and latching onto something I shouldnt have, putting a burden on somebody who I didnt even know... the ironic part is when I spoke about it in therapy over time I realized that the irony of the whole situation was that my obsession with the stream and what he was doing ended up making me not enjoy stream as much.
I was thinking all that and I was having this whole internal monologue about a weird obsession with the stream and mental health, but then Wubby started calling people and I heard the third sandwich order and was like "It doesnt even matter"
I debated posting this at all but I wanted to because if there is somebody in the community that reads this and feels they identify with what I said. Reach out to somebody and talk about your mental health, cause for real it will ruin more than just a stream for you.
Buzzkill out lol
Bonus if you read this far, the friend of mine who got me into Wubby is an extremely attractive black female, so the demographic grows.
Edit: godamn so many comments haha thanks for not roasting me for being creepy at a low point. Got shit to do today so I might be late to stream, but see ya there boys!