Hi guys! I am a recent engineering graduate, and got a job at a defense contractor. I am a tad worried about my security clearance; it’s the only thing going for me right now lol.
My teens were not easy. I separated from my parents, whom have been pretty harmful in my life. It was severe enough that my University determined I was an independent on the FAFSA, under the “unsafe to be around” clause.
Here are some things I’m worried about on the SF-86:
- Tried THC gummies on my 21st birthday in a state where it’s legal. I got sick, and noted it was discontinued.
- Hospitalization for suicide attempt at 14.
- Hospitalization for anxiety attack, and needed help organizing care after my first semester at school and away from my parents at age 18.
- Got harassed at my most recent job. My manager reported it to HR, who then managed me out. There was a huge company-wide statement on harassment after. In the documentation somewhere, it notes I was undergoing PTSD treatment and needed time off, which he shared with them, somewhere I’m described as “volatile.” 😅 My coworkers have expressed that it was pretty bad, and that they didn’t have that experience with me. The environment was deeply hostile to other people. But complicated nonetheless.
- I worry about them contacting an abusive ex-boyfriend somehow.
I’ve been in psychiatry and therapy for a long time, and have a clean record otherwise. I listed references of those who’ve seen me at my usual, and they stated they’d love to be a reference.
But yeah. Not ideal. I am 24, and have been out of school for about a year. I’m really worried how this will go. Thank you guys for any and all input. I’m still looking for other jobs bc I don’t want to get my hopes up. But yeah.
Edit: the clearance lv. in question is “Secret”