Personally, I haven't seen or been around any other trans people that I find attractive or want to date.

My brother was talking ab romance stuff and asked "why don't you think you'll find someone?" and today I've been in a bad mood so I said "everyone is transphobic". Which i mean, isn't completely wrong in a brief situationship i had.

My brother replied with "well, you'll find other trans people." Lowkey annoyed me bc unfortunately I've never had a crush on another trans person, only cis guys.

Meaning I probably have the worst dating pool out there as a trans person who prefers cis guys💀

I know people online too say "Just date t4t, it's easier" but thats not how dating works for me, I can't pick and choose yk?

Anyway, what about yall? cause most rep i see online is a lot of t4t relationships, im curious how other people find love in t4c relationships :)

For context i dont have a whole lot of experience dating white people, despite being born and raised in america i lived in a predominantly latino community until recently.

Right now im in a pretty serious relationship with a white person (6months) and im having some doubts i wont lie.

The culture differences are more than i anticipated, and it leaves me feeling really alienated for lack of a better word.

I think its especially bothering me bc they dont really have culture of their own, and sharing mine all the time can feel a little exhausting.

Im just worried that certain things will start getting to me after time passes, but i dont want to dump them just because theyre white that seems so dumb😭

Dunno just feeling a little confused and sad. I thought i was open to dating white people but maybe im lowkey not💀

I’m at work & trying not to burst into tears but tldr I spent £500 for my initial appointment but now I’m being expected to pay for my studio flat/apt before I get student finance.

My rent is £750 & I also need to pay a £250 security deposit before the 8th. I only have £400 to my name & my wages will have given me 250 by then, which is still 350 less. I’ve tried asking for a credit card or a larger overdraft but I’m not permitted. I feel so much resentment towards myself for being foolish enough to prioritise gender affirming care over my APARTMENT.

To make matters worse, there was a vacancy for a cheaper studio which was the one I originally wanted to move into. But as soon as I almost was able to book it, it was reserved by someone who had viewed it that day. I feel so miserably unlucky & broke. I feel so hopeless & I feel like there’s nothing I can do.

There aren’t any cheaper studios & I can’t live with my parents because they live hours from uni. I’m so royally fucked. I lost my antidepressants to o & I’m still so torn over my breakup. I don’t even know what I want to do after university.

Like what do I even do? I just want to die.

& I know this is bad but I’ve literally considered selling nudes to at least makes meets end or meet up with people for money or just do anything. I feel so sickly hopeless & the idea of having sex with anyone or selling my body makes me feel ashamed & dysphoric in ways I can’t describe but I’m sure you’d all understand. But if it means I can afford my apartment, I’ll do it