i need help

[u/afraid_rhino]

I had an addiction to pornography for about 3 years. And i want to improve myself to stop for my gf. I’ve never told anyone before as i am afraid of getting judged. The longest i’ve restrained myself to not do it is for about 28days but now is about 3-4 days apart. I do act knowledge my triggers but i still cant seem to escape it. I also find it difficult to quit because i am a teenager with puberty hormones ( although i shouldnt use this as an excuse) and i also enjoy my gf’s affection towards me and i feel like its dragging me into lust more and more. I also feel like im growing further away from God. I feel ashamed as i keep going to God for forgiveness but still doing the same sin over again. It feels like im taking advantage of his love and grace just because i cant let go of it.

[u/Past_Broccoli_5887]

What really helped me was understanding the story of David. God forgave David when he truly repented, but that didn’t mean his actions had no consequences. God is loving and forgiving, but we should also truly fear Him and understand that sin can hold us back and keep us from blessings He has for us.

[u/Substantial-Pear981]

It’s possible to prime the dopamine reward system into an addiction. Take a digital detox for a week

[u/PerfectlyCalmDude → u/Substantial-Pear981]

A week won't be enough.