Not a cry for help

[u/Long_Equivalent_3390]

The last time I posted about my personal problems I thought to my self I won't do this again. Thats because I believe it removes attention from the more positive posts here. But here I am again hopefully this is the last time.

In my previous post, I complained about being a child of a narcissistic, emotionally and mentally manipulative unbelieving father. Some of the comments were ... "its a season, practice being a better Christian, its a test." Few people actually condemned my father's behaviour and wished me a better future. Thanks to the latter.

So its been a year and guess what? Same situation, first class degree holder cant get a job and cant leave my toxic father. I live in Africa to those wondering and my country has almost a non existent industry. However my friends did find work, which im happy for them. But it has me thinking, are my prayers unheard? Do my requests matter or am I an object of wrath. A person burdened to suffer from birth till death. That would not surprise me as that has been the highlight of my life. I used to laugh and say one day I will leave home and live a better life.

I need real help. Yes prayers help but also lend out a hand. I dont want your money, I need a referral, an opportunity to work my way out of this prison. I have the qualifications and a years experience.