Hello Fellowjackets,
last week I watched the Season 3 finale for the first time and a bunch of thoughts have been racing in my mind since then so much that I created to account here just to get them off my mind.
Unlike a lot of you I have not rewatched the series (I will, but not in the near future), watched one episode per day (sometimes with a gap of a few days), took breaks between the seasons and sometimes wasn't the most attentive because AuDHD. Therefore I might have forgotten stuff, misremember it or interpreted something differently.
Additionally English ain't my main language and despite having a certificate in it and reading, watching TV and writing in it is something I do every day, this collection of thoughts might turn out kinda bumpy.
Spoilers for: Yellowjackets up to S3 Finale and the TV series Lost
Thoughts:
A. I don't see Shauna as the big villain/antagonist. I know there are a lot of people either hating or loving her and despite everything she's done I still really like her. I can not defend her on a rational level, just on the emotional one.
Also I can't pinpoint it, it's just a feeling based on how the series went so far: I think something will happen that again that will flip the perception of Shauna upside down again.
I also don't think there is a big antagonist, every character has antagonistic tendencies at one point. That does not mean I justify Shauna's actions. If there is some sort of bigger evil, then it is It/The Wilderness and the group dynamic.
Coming back to Shauna: I hope she will find the strenght to just talk about what has happened and forgive herself, as Melissa wrote in her letter. I don't see her as full blown psychopath, but as someone who is in a mental health crisis for decades while acting as if everything was alright (I mean all the survivors did except Nat) and just has slid over the edge.
This thought is kinda messy and does not have any conlusion or end right now. Also I like/love all the YJ and can't really hate any of them, no matter what they'll do or did.
B. Van didn't deserve anything that has happened to her.
C. Coming back to group dynamic: I think Shauna was right, when she thought they had fun back then doing what they did. Nat enjoyed being the leader, Misty had an important place when it came to make sure they survive, Lottie could live out her spirituality etc.
D. Maybe Tai is manipulating Misty when they meet in the diner. I don't have anything to proof that, it's just a feeling, because I never trusted her for more than half a minute.
Hopes:
A. Okay, I know more people will die, however please none of the Yellowjackets who are still alive - including Shauna. I don't want a last girl standing or 1v1 situation. I don't know how likely that is, but I hope for as long as I can. Callie and Jeff also please stay alive.
B. No Lost-like ending, please! Someone on r/yellowjacketstheories already posted something about them all meeting in the plane in the afterlife. Hopefully not. Not only have the creators said they don't want a Lost-like ending (at least I read it somewhere a while ago, but can't name a source rn), but I also think that would be a kinda anti-climactic ending. Not that I have a good idea for an ending.
C. There's more to Walter, but he's not connected to the plane crash. Okay, maybe he is just obsessed with Misty or the Yellowjackets. Maybe it just is me who wants to see more in him, maybe he is just some sort of stand in for the audience. However I hope there is more to him than that. When he was observing Misty and Tai, Raining Blood by Slayer was playing in his car and the specific part of it is the end, where "I shall reign in blood" is sung. Foreshadowing or too much interpretation?
D. Finding out what the phone in Tai's visions means and who "she" Lottie finally meets when she dies is.
Questions:
A. Was the man without eyes ever fully clarified? How I see it right now, it was just a memory fragment of Tai which she never could put in a certain place and eventually found out it was just from a commercial. Something that just happens to everyone, but, as stated above, I might have forgotten something.
B. Was there more behind Melissa killing Van in this moment? I think she could have stabbed her in the arm or leg and then escaped, since Van couldn't kill her on a mental level and was physically weakened. Maybe again I have missed or forgotten something there.
C. Was the phone on the toilet fully clarified? So Shauna was on the toilet in the restaurant (no one else was there), someone else entered, but just walked up and down without saying anything, left the phone on the cistern and turned off the lights for some reason. I don't know how popular the ringtone song is (I think Misty says it's just a popular song, I have never heard of it and I doubt a lot of people use songs as ringtones these days), but the whole process does not strike me as just a forgotten phone. The freezer door was clear from the beginning and the brakes were clarifed, but the phone still seems odd to me. Am I overthinking that? Have I forgotten something?
There's some more stuff on my mind right now (for e.g. that Callie reacted kinda calm when Misty confronted her), but I can't really put it into words.
Greets and stay safe out there!