I just finished reading The Trial, and this might be the most complicated book I've read so far. I really liked it, every chapter left me wondering for a long time, and I took a lot of notes.
My first major reaction, before K. went to meet the lawyer introduced by his uncle, was this:
'Some very weird things are happening within the normalcy.
First of all, this court of law and institution is very weird. It doesn’t even seem to have a proper building. It has a very “backrooms” kind of feel.
Secondly, weird things keep happening. Why was an “executioner” beating the two guards from K.’s office? Why in K.’s office? That is such a weird place for something like that to happen.
Thirdly, every single girl this man meets seems to throw herself at him, and he keeps cucking all of their lovers.
The whole thing is starting to feel like a fever dream, especially because K. is being extremely passive and just going with the flow.
I also kind of felt this way about the secretary part in the attic, with the two workers. The female and male workers who helped him leave felt like they were some kind of keepers of a purgatory, with K. being on the verge of death. That would explain why he felt bad inside, and why they seemed to feel bad when he opened the door and outside air came in.
But of course, that was just a theory.'
My 'eureka' moment, that is probably totally wrong
'I believe even more strongly now that I might be right about K. being at the gates of death.
The story about the gatekeeper and the man that wasted his life. I think the man who encountered the gate was, in a way, flirting with the unknown, with life after death, but it simply wasn’t his time to leave this plane yet.
It is also interesting how the merchant from the previous chapter, who was proud of how long his process had lasted, behaved somewhat like the man from the priest’s story.
The lawyer also seems like some kind of gatekeeper.
I think the trials only open themselves to people who live impersonally, people who are alone, alienated from this plane. And that is why they receive the trial: the first calling towards the afterlife.
So should they ignore it and just live normally?
Should they follow the fears of others and, as a consequence, live in fear themselves?
Another interesting part is that an effective acquittal can never actually happen, even though it is one of the three possible solutions. And escaping death is also never going to happen.
So I really do think it is death.'
The ending
K. is taken away by two men during the night. After initially trying to resist, he eventually accepts his fate.
He accepts it almost until the very end, but in the final moment he seems to have a desire to live.
Too late.
They end up killing him.
Fragments - my version had these loose chapters at the end
I found this part particularly curious. It touches on several of K.’s relationships and on his attitude towards people.
He seems to have an attitude of superiority and disdain towards others. His relationship with the snobbish club also seems to be one of superiority towards the supposedly inferior members of the club.
It made me wonder:
Did the court ask each of these people for their opinion about K., and, because he was arrogant, did they condemn him?
We know that the court talked to people.
Kullych worked for the court.
What was in the letter?
Overall
Overall, I liked the book.
It was very abstract, and I was left with a lot of curiosity about what everything actually means.
I definitely feel like there is much more to unpack in it, and I haven't touched the surface