r/teachinginkorea • u/Mobile-Ingenuity3640 • 23h ago
EPIK/Public School I am too tired to care about making super interactive lessons anymore.
There was a time where I worked really hard to find the best kind of game for my kids, the coolest memes to put on my PPT's when I could, things that would cater to their interests.
10 months into my job as a public middle-school teacher, with 6 textbooks to plan for weekly, I'm too tired to care about it anymore. I use the textbook games when I can and teach the material otherwise, with some worksheets and a lot of speaking practise. Every third week is a review game.
I think I'm feeding off the despondent energy of my kids, too. They are tired. I am tired. I spend all weekday evenings in cafe's or at home lesson planning.
I am seriously tired. It's a shame that I cannot fathom the energy to spend hours thinking of games that might stimulate their interests. No, not when I am still having to create materials with little to no free personal time.
Does anyone feel that kind of slight burnout at times? What do you do to help yourself? I'd like to find ways through it but I care a lot less about making sparkly lessons, and more about practicality, even if the kids don't necessarily like me for it.
EDIT: I maybe should have included an important caveat; I have ADHD, unmedicated. It makes the process of lesson planning much more taxing and often takes 2-4 hours every evening after work. I wish I had the capacity to simply just focus with no emotional repercussion, but it's always been the way that doing 'menial' things, whatever it is, I've struggled with enormously.
