r/venting • u/Famous-Pressure-5790 • 10h ago
Too Many Problems
My credit karma won't let me in, my t-mobile app won't work so I can't fix my credit karma. Idk what insurance number to call to get a new insurance card for my very important doctors appointment coming in october that I haven't even scheduled yet. I didnt realizd how soon october was and I am freaking tf out. And the last few days my check engine light has turned on and off. I tried to take it to O'Reillys yesterday but shit happened and i couldnt. I feel like I have absolutely no help, and yk what? Its true. I dont have any friends, true. I lost them all because I dropped out and took care of my brother in hs. I dont have any family, true. Because my mother acts like a child. My "family" hardly knows me, they don't talk, they don't have events. My "family" hates my mother because of how she treated me and now they don't even talk to me because of how I turned out. Not the A star student I should've been. I dropped out so they all hate me. How is that on me? I SAVED my brother. I was coming home to her asleep, him crawling around in his own filth. He got into chill on the ground in a container while I was gone one day. He could've choked. That was my last day of school. I have TOO many problems, not enough time and zero support. I am doing my best I have in years. I'm keeping my head up but *this is so hard.* Im trying not to be suicidal but its so hard to not drown in my problems right now. My car, I dont have credit I didn't know I needed credit, I wont have a way to get to my job if my car breaks down. I don't even know where to call for my new card. Im just crashing out so hard right now, I want one thing to be fixed today. Just ONE.
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u/ObjectiveJazzlike617 10h ago
your plate is overflowing and you're still showing up, that's not nothing
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