r/Tulpas • u/Joins66 • 12h ago

Creation Help Having a difficult time with consistency

So i've had Rose (Placeholder name for when she gets fully sentient and can chose her own) for about 3 days or so, and we had HUGE progress forcing and passive forcing. Like the day before yesterday i swear to god she answered me when we were active forcing and then she was actually reacting to my comments (Simple stuff like "yes" "No" and whatever... though i dont know if it was me parroting half the time.) Then i could feel her presence against my back and felt like she was in the room with me when passive forcing.

Today however i can't feel her as much as yesterday, i think i'm just parroting and i even had a hard time visualizing her last night. I don't even get strong head pressures anymore when trying to reach her :(. Instead it's like a light touch, but i really can't feel her 😞

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u/Intelligent_Soft_771 Has a tulpa named Luna 12h ago

First time always works the best but after that you get to selfconscience about it, also you shouldn’t be sad your only on day 3 its normal to not be as far or used to all of it.

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u/Ok-Implement-9943 Considering creating tulpa 12h ago

It's normal, it's a neurological process; let's say that process was a very strong stress on your brain (it happened to me the first day with Yuki, I could smell her "SCENT", I felt her presence very strongly, etc). Let's say your brain is now in energy-saving mode while it tries to make connections. Rose is still there, you just have to continue as you were, don't look for a super strong presence, But still stay minimally connected with Rose. NOOOOOW YUKI'S OPINION: I remember when I could barely move freely on the first day...

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u/Joins66 3h ago

I'm really trying so hard, but still can barely visualize her or think about her 😕. Can't stay in wonderland either