Just ranting about smth I find really funny
So usually when I regress I'm kinda on the quiet, shy, timid, optimistic, and scared of everything end of things, like I'll hear a noise st night and cry till I fall asleep and when something bad happens my solution is like.. My blankie, hopes, and maybe prayers, I'm ngl I'm also kinda stupid when I'm small..
But when I'm big? I'm not emotional, I don't scare easily (with some acceptions like analogue horror), I don't cry like ever, I'm kinda pessimistic which is a work in progress, I'm loud and outspoken, and a generally logical and pragmatic person.
Keep the info from above in mind, I very rarely ever chat with my cg when I'm not small so he's used to me being needy, clingy, cutesy, eager to show him my shitty colouring and get praise for it but recently we'd chatted and he told me about some monetary trouble I won't go into detail about, he was talking about possible alternatives to save up like a roommate but he didn't feel right about it, I responded to the text nearly verbatim "Honestly, don't. You're a neurodivergent black trans man in this day and age's political climate, your life is not worth gambling over marginally cheaper housing." He didn't respond for awhile and just went "You're quite a character when you aren't little aren't you sweetie?"
It genuinely fries me how he reacts everytime I text him when I'm not small, I'm so deeply curious what it's like from his POV, he's probably used to expecting smth like "Dada look look!! I gos a new toy!!" followed by a shitty picture of a Hotwheel car or smth but is instead met with like "Hey dude, what's good? The world is shit, politics and greed have corrupted us all, fuck the patriarchy, the government, systemic oppression, and capitalism, I'm so tired of life dawg.." He also says I'm like a kid who just discovered swearing but with slang when I'm big 😭 😭