I've always had terrible relationships with food and my body, and I have lost a lot of weight in a short period of time, leaving me underweight, and now I've decided to share all the horrible side effects with Reddit
So, I'm a female, 17, when I decided to lose weight I wanted the process to be healthy, so I quit all junk food, but since I have problems with perfectionism, it went too far and I ended up restricting A LOT (all carbs, eggs, meat, dairy, basically all normal food), I decided to eat as least as I can since it didn't seem so hard, and somehow I was eating about 800 calories a day, counting EVERY SINGLE calorie and weighing everything, moreover I was walking at least for 2 hours every other day, it was like a rule that I couldn't break no matter if it's raining or if I'm tired, this lifestyle lasted for 8 months, I went from 67 kg (148 Ibs) to 43 kg (95 lbs),
I'm 170 (5'7)
So, the side effects:
1 Fatigue
I mean, you literally have zero energy and can't do any activities that require a lot of movement, I wanted to sleep all day, sometimes even standing up felt hard
2 It's really cold and you can't warm yourself
This started after 2 months of dieting, I always knew that when you lose weight you can feel cold, but I didn't except it to be THAT terrible, I put on layers of clothes and still couldn't get warm, even while everyone else was sweating, that made showering and going outside difficult
3 You become angry
I still feel guilty for shouting at my parents and friends while I was losing weight, it feels like you can't control yourself, you just get mad at anything, I don't remember a single time I felt happy
4 You become a boring person
When everything you do is count calories, cook disgusting low-calorie recipes and walk, you have no time and energy for fun activities, moreover you don't want to see your friends so you won't ruin your diet, everything that you enjoyed doing becomes boring and starts to feel useless
5 You lose your period
Haven't had mine for almost a year, I lost it 2 months after starting the deficit, I wouldn't say I miss it, but I think everyone knows that it's really important for women, and by the way I still can't get it even though I've gained the weight back, so be aware
6 You lose your muscle and your skin becomes saggy I think it's pretty obvious, but | just want to say that you can't save your muscle mass even if you hit your protein goal and workout 24/7, you'll lose it anyway and nothing will help you
7 You get more body hair
It's not that big of a problem, but it was weird for me to see more hair on my body parts where I never had it before
8 HEADACHE
This one is the worst, no matter how many vitamins I took and how well I slept, my head would HURT as hell
9 Your skin becomes yellowish
Oh my god, I hated it, I don't why exactly that happens, but I felt like a minion
10 You only think of food
I would watch mukbangs, look for recipes, cook for my family, walk in the supermarket for hours just because I only thought about food, nothing else interests you when you are hungry
11 Bruises
Also pretty annoying, they appear out of nowhere and all your legs are covered in them
12 Hair loss
It's also quite obvious, but not everyone knows that it doesn't begin immediately, it typically begins much later after you begin losing weight AND it might continue for some time after you start eating well, I'd never experienced hair loss in my life before this diet and it sucks
13 You still hate yourself
If you have an ed or you are just insecure about your body, losing weight will not help, you will either find new insecurities such as saggy skin or you still won't feel satisfied
13 You gain it all back (maybe even more)
Yes, I gained everything back in literally 2,5 months with binge eating, I just COULD NOT stop myself from eating, even though I was super strict with myself before, I basically wasted my time and got a lot of stress
Well, I think this is enough, most of these side effects do go away after you stop cutting calories, but some are irreversible, so be aware, I hope that someone will read this and won't repeat my mistakes.