r/Big4 • u/mainsplit3 • 4h ago
EY Booked for 70+ hours across 4 clients this week. Two weeks from deadline. Waiting on this to become a “performance issue.”
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I had a mental breakdown today and actually cut my hand from punching my mirror. I am not doing well.
For the past few weeks I’ve been booked back to back, with some weeks lighter and some weeks completely unmanageable. This week I’m on 4 clients, 15-20 hours each (which as you know ends up being more) that’s 70+ hours of scheduled work in a 5-day week. Then two other clients off schedule but at least 5 hours each.
A huge chunk of my “delays” aren’t mine. I’ve been waiting on reviews that other people are sitting on. So much of this work had been done since early June and hadn’t been moving because someone above me hasn’t looked at it, and then when it finally does move, it all lands at once, right when I have zero slack to absorb it.
A few weeks ago, it was actually worse. This got bad enough that they actually pulled some clients off my plate to help me catch up. Good, right? Except I somehow got fully looped back into that engagement anyway with all the delays coming in full force. So now I’ve got that and all the clients that were kept on my schedule, plus the one I got pulled back into, all hitting at once, two weeks before deadline. I’ve looked at other coworkers retains and they don’t have NEARLY as much scheduled.
I’m not doing good work right now. I’m doing scattered work. I’m splitting my attention across 6 engagements and doing a mediocre job on all of them instead of a good job on one, because there’s no version of this where I can actually focus. I am the only senior on 3 of them, and the managers are very hands off. And the part that scares me most is ending up on a PIP. Not because you’re bad at the job, but because you got spread so thin nobody can tell you’re capable of doing it well.
I don’t even know if it’s worth flagging again since they already “helped” once and it didn’t actually reduce my load. Anyone else been in this spot, where asking for help again feels pointless, but staying quiet feels worse? Please what do I do before I just kill myself.
