im a first year electrical eng student at a pretty prestigious university in north america. my fall semester last year was pretty tough. i managed to scrape by but then in my 2nd semester my study habits got very flimsy, was feeling super burnt out, mental health was declining, which in result had me to repeat the entire 2nd semester. the rule for my uni is if you fail more than 2 courses, you have to repeat the semester. this not only delayed my grad by a year, but overall derailed my journey of graduating on time with my other peers.
what kills me the most is that only 2-3 students in my class ended up in the same situation as me. which means chances of me failing would have been quite low, but i still managed to hit rock bottom. some advisors told me to
consider looking at other eng, but i really feel committed to my current one and am currently pushing through. i just finished 3 out of my 7 courses during the summer semester and will be back again in the fall with the new freshmen
overall, my morale seems to not be getting any better. maybe this is the result of being a high achiever throughout my life until university. maybe this won’t seem like a big deal after i finally graduate, but right now i feel i don’t belong in my class at all :,)