Hello everyone,
First of all: I am sorry for my English, it is not my first language and I am missing a lot of important vocabulary in this subject in English. If something is unclear or doesn't make sense, please ask.
I am in an uncomfortable situation and would like some advice.
I am a professional classical musician (Edit: I'm a singer), and I got a role at a professional (!) on-tour theatre for children's opera.
My problem: For a whole hour of play, including difficult musical pieces and near constantly stage presence, there are only two and a half planned days of rehearsals. On the last day, we are supposed to be completely ready to perform this on a level where we could perform it in front of the audience (even though my first performance is over two months after the rehearsals, and no refreshing was planned in between). The play consists of only 2 people in different roles, and the rehearsals have 4 people in two groups, one performing and one watching, then switch.
I prepared all the text passages and songs as well as I could, but honestly can't say that on the first day of rehearsals I could do everything perfectly from the heart. I still used the textbook quite a bit, but the person directing said in the beginning that we could, so I thought it was fine. I thought: Well, this is partly what rehearsals are for. Now, on the second day I did everything without the script, and even though I got stuck at some places and wasn't completely sure of the next step at others, I was pretty happy with the progress.
Then, this evening the boss came out and said that she was incredibly disappointed in all of us and that she expected more of professionals than "showing up without any practice" and being so unprepared. She said that we were the worst group she has seen in terms of preparation, and that she has lots of people who show up and don't even need rehearsals. She said that she communicated that we should be well prepared and that it has never been a problem before. For fairness sake, she said it without a lot of emotion and very neutral, but it still felt like a guilt trip. One of my colleagues that I met on the first day canceled the whole thing after the first day, and my boss said it was because we were so ill prepared and the colleague was too annoyed with us (which is simply not true: she was not much better prepared with the text in my opinion, and some other things were worse, and she told me another reason in private; but I don't really know her and don't know what to believe). Another woman in the other role was (and this is sadly true) so badly prepared that she had to step out and was asked to only watch the rehearsals so we could make some progress. (Edit: Sorry, I forgot to say: My language is not her first language and so it is much harder for her - I don't think the expectations placed on her were fair at all. I don't want to put her down here, she did her best)
I apologized at the time, but now that I am thinking and reading and talking about rehearsal structures this whole thing seems absurd. I prepared well enough that on the second day of a rehearsal of a play that I only read and saw a video of before, I could do it pretty well. Yes, I could absolutely have been better prepared. Yes, it was communicated that it would only be a very low number of rehearsals.
But still... I am upset enough after a very, very long day that I can't sleep and instead I'm writing this.
So please be very honest with me: Am I overreacting here? Should I have been better prepared or done something differently? Am I being unprofessional? This is my biggest worry.
Thank you for your advice.