So I have these 2 girl friends. Let’s name them Banna and Hissy. 1 of which I considered my best friend (Hissy). Earlier this year we went through it to lunch. Banna and Hissy started planning in my face to start gaslighting me. I took it as a joke. They said “let’s start manipulating her (me), because she says she doesn’t remember things. And if she gets upset, we’ll make her look crazy. She’s too positive. She needs some trauma in her life.”

Fast forward to this past weekend, which was my birthday celebration. My friends and I were sitting on the floor of Hissy’s house. Banna decided to give our mutual friends some pillows to lay on. All of a sudden Hissy goes “that’s so nice of you to give them pillows” and she was talking to me. My instant reaction was to say “huh? I didn’t even give them the pillows, Banna did.” Banna chimes in and says “you gotta do it when she’s (me) not paying attention Hissy.” I spoke up and said “uh that’s manipulation” Banna blurts out “EXACTLY!!”

The following day, Hissy and I go out to dinner. And Hissy does it again. “Remember when you gave them those pillows?!” And again, I was stunned and told her “no I didn’t, Banna did”

Hissy loudly said “NO IT WAS YOU”

I spent most of my day yesterday feeling freaking crazy. Making me question my own reality.

What would any sane person do in this messed up situation?

Hello. F 25 here. I recently realized I am a manipulator. Not just the regular kind either, the emotional kind which I think is worse. I’m starting to think I may be a sociopath or something, I use to think it was autism and my therapist told me so…but I feel much more evil than that. Now that I’ve become aware of the manipulation I’ve been doing, I simultaneously want to get better at it & also kick the habit. I’ve realized I’ve manipulated everyone in my life, including my therapist. People are often drawn to me and then once they get close they don’t want to be around me anymore because they can tell something is off. What is off is that I am manipulating the fuck out of them. Every single thing I say or do comes from a place of needing to get my way. If I don’t get my way, I become emotionally distraught. Through the years I’ve learned how to manage the distraught and fold it into something more palatable so that the people I’m manipulating don’t even realize they’re being manipulated. I subconsciously noticed that when people act distraught for not getting their way, they are less likely to get it. I lie every day. It eats me up inside because sometimes I lie so much I don’t even remember what I’ve said. Or, I lie so quickly that i dont even have time to tell the truth. It seems like no matter how many time I tell myself to stop, the lies and manipulation fly out like vomit. Has anyone ever recovered from being a manipulator? I was raised by alleged narcissists and I think this is why.

TLDR: I’ve recently realized I’m a liar and manipulator & want to stop.

Is there a name for this ? So ive seen this happen to my mom and a few others in their relationships. Someone would create a narrative then prescribe a solution to get you to do something that actually satisfies their hidden agenda.

My dad insisted my mom need to manage resources, so how much soap was used. How much toilet paper was used. Granted we were a family of 6 but rationing certain things became invasive/ inappropriate and unneccesary. Like applying your 14 yr old sons deodarant so he doesnt apply to much and waste it... but hes capable of doing it.We werent that poor. My dad could afford the things he wanted.but i firmly believe it was to keep her home because she was "needed" and would physically punish her and my siblings if things didnt go a certain way. That way he had financial control over everything. I try to explain this dynamic to her and to others but i get looked at like it aint so deep or they say they get it but they repeat something back completely different.....

My neighbour has her license. Her bf bought her a 3k car( like a mazda lantis)to "make her life easier". She wants a 20k car ( honda accord look) and says she will buy it with her money and he need not worry. Her bf says her first car should be affordable. She agrees she then elaborates on customizing and driving her dream car when she gets more money. He says shes selfish because she should spend that future money on him. The future car would be her first car tho....technically.The one he "gifted" her has his name on it. And he stated he bought it before asking if she wanted it and he intends to drive it. So wouldnt that make it his?

Ive been thinking he may have convinced her to accept his gift, the car, solely for the purpose of hijacking a future financial investment in herself...

By making a future car seem unnecessary because hes already provided a practical solution...

Perhaps im just sensitive to certain things but it truly feels off to me

Hello everyone,

He is one of the people who has supported me the most, but somehow he is also one of the people who has made me feel the most insecure and guilty. I genuinely don't know whether I'm dealing with a toxic friendship or just a complicated one.

I have a friend who is also my roommate. We’re very close and, for the most part, I would consider him my best friend. He is genuinely nice to me in many ways. He helps me, supports me, motivates me, cares about me, and has been there for me during difficult times.

That’s what makes this situation so confusing.

There is a recurring pattern in our friendship that I don’t know how to understand.

When we first became friends, he was extremely nice to me. He still is, most of the time. However, whenever we have disagreements — whether it’s a clash of opinions, plans, or something else — the situation often ends up being turned around on me.

If I genuinely make a mistake, I have no problem admitting it and apologizing. But when I feel that he is the one who caused the problem, he often reacts as though he is the one being wronged or victimized. Somehow, the situation gets twisted to the point where I end up feeling guilty and apologizing just to restore the friendship, even when I don’t believe I was the one at fault.

This was much more intense a few years ago.

There used to be a lot of silent treatment, sometimes even when there had been no actual fight. He would suddenly become cold toward me. There were also times when he would behave coldly toward me when he was having problems with his girlfriend, even though I had nothing to do with the situation.

When we started living together, I also felt like I was constantly adjusting my plans around him. I would often compromise or change what I wanted to do to accommodate his plans.

There have also been situations where some of his comments have contributed to a lot of my insecurities.

Sometimes he would point out things I wasn't good at or make comments about my appearance. There was even a period when he compared how many girls were interested in each of us. At one point, when some girls were interested in me, he called me “cheap” even though I hadn't actually done anything wrong. Later, when he was flirting with girls himself, he would compare the attention he was getting to the attention I was getting and say things along the lines of, “Look how many girls are chasing me, but no one is chasing you now.”

One incident from around three years ago still affects me.

When we first started sharing a 1BHK, his mother came to visit. I was there with them, and we went out together. After we came back, I was quiet because I had a headache.

He interpreted my quietness as me intentionally behaving badly or being disrespectful.

Later, I overheard him talking to his mother about me and my family. The conversation was very negative, and his mother said something along the lines of, “What kind of roommate have you brought in? He is neither good in studies nor good-looking, good for nothing.”

That really hurt me.

At the time, I was much more emotionally sensitive than I am now. I was so hurt that I woke up and was ready to leave. They stopped me from leaving, but later, when I tried to explain to my friend how deeply that situation had affected me, the conversation somehow became about how I was also at fault.

He then gave me the silent treatment.

This happened about three years ago, and there have been many other situations like this over the past 2–3 years. I would communicate that something hurt me, but somehow I would end up chasing him, apologizing, and trying to fix things — even when I didn't feel that I had actually done anything wrong.

Eventually, I became more avoidant. I stopped apologizing for things that I didn't believe were my fault and started giving him the same distance/coldness that I felt he was giving me.

Things improved for some time, but now I feel like the same cycle is happening again.

Nowadays, I often try not to fight with him at all. If something bothers me, I sometimes just let it slide because I already know where the argument might go — I might end up being blamed for my reaction to something that hurt me in the first place.

For example, if he says or does something that upsets me and I become quiet, he may respond by becoming cold toward me or giving me silent treatment.

If I say “no” to something he wants, I sometimes feel like I am punished with coldness or withdrawal.

And if I’m upset about something involving him, instead of feeling understood, I often end up feeling guilty for being upset in the first place.

There is another aspect that I’m not completely sure about, so I don't want to accuse him unfairly.

Sometimes I feel like he competes with me.

A couple of years ago, there was a girl I liked. He knew that I liked her, but he started talking and flirting with her too and then told me about it. It felt like he was making a comparison between what he was doing and what I was doing.

There was also another situation where someone close to him was considering me for a particular position/work opportunity. He then worked toward getting that position himself and ended up replacing me. When I expressed that it hurt me, I was again made to feel like I was the one at fault.

I don't know whether these situations actually mean that he is competing with me or whether I'm interpreting them that way because of everything that has happened before.

The confusing part is that he is not an entirely bad person.

He genuinely helps me. He motivates me. He supports me. He cares about me. There are many situations where he is a very good friend to me.

But whenever there is a disagreement, whenever I set a boundary, whenever I say no, or whenever I get hurt by something he has done, I feel like his behavior changes.

I feel punished with silence or coldness. I feel like my feelings get turned against me. I feel like I am made responsible for the reaction I have to something that hurt me.

And the biggest thing that hurts me is that I don't feel understood when he hurts me.

I don't expect him to be perfect, and I know I can make mistakes too. I'm completely willing to take responsibility when I actually do something wrong.

But I don't understand why, in situations where I feel genuinely hurt by something he has done, I so often end up feeling like the villain instead of feeling heard.

So I'm confused.

Is this a toxic friendship? Is this emotional manipulation? Is it a form of control through silent treatment? Is he simply emotionally immature and bad at handling conflict? Or am I interpreting these situations incorrectly?

How would you describe this kind of dynamic?

And more importantly, what should I do about it, especially since we live together and are very close friends?

I'm embarrassed and ashamed of this, but I've been in therapy and I'm much better a spotting this now. I used to just immediately agree to things to break the tension, but now I see that I actually need to slow down and THINK if I'm feeling rushed to break the tension.

This was BAD for me and went deep. I actually stayed close friends with a girl from my childhood into adulthood because she said we were "best friends forever" and I felt very obligated, even though she turned into an adult that I wanted nothing to do with. She had untreated OCD, and would start crying or punish me by embarrassing me in public if I didn't give her her way. She said I was being "mean" to her if I wasn't doing everything she wanted, and it turned into an abusive and exploitative situation before I got away.

Similarly, I volunteer with a community organization, but I do need to place limits on my time, as I have other things going on. One of the group leads keeps saying to the group "X needs to get done, which one of you is able to do it?" Of course, this always excludes her, and it's often items that she's technically in charge of, being the group leader. It drives me nuts and makes me feel upset and resentful.

If anyone else struggles with feeling guilty or obligated, how can you notice when someone is manipulating you in that way? What are good ways to combat feeling that way, or allowing someone to make you feel that way?

So I began seeing this guy about 2 years ago. We were ok and off because of him. He was very hot and cold for the first year. I always just wanted to be with him. I excused his in and out behaviors by thinking maybe he had things to work on and heal from. During this time, he did see, go on dates with, and sleep with other women. I never shamed him because I knew it was part of not being exclusive. My feelings were hurt though. I never seriously deal with anyone else, but this was a personal choice. On 2 occasions, he had seen a message and a DM on instagram that weren’t even flirty, but the way he responded blew my mind. Like he was very upset despite what he was doing and how he was moving. He yelled and said some hurtful things but then apologized. So we moved on.

Fast forward to early January. It was like he finally decided to take me seriously. He had asked me about a past sexual encounter that happened years before him. I initially said no but then like 5 texts later I was like I’m sorry I even tried to lie. I did hook up with this guy in 2020. From that moment, he called me a slut. Bashed my character and everything you could think. I was devastated. He had never spoken to me this way. He eventually apologized and even admitted that he was being hypocritical because he too had lied about a sexual encounter during me. We attempted to work through it.

Then a few days later he began questioning me about my past while we were dating all last year. I mean interrogation style. He questioned me daily and called me - whore, slut, hoe, talked about my mothering skills, how no man would ever want someone like me, im easy, etc. I told him I didn’t deal with anyone else, but I wasn’t being honest. I did hook up with a guy during a time he had cut me off. A lot of shame and guilt came from that encounter just with my own personal feelings because I don’t do things like that. But I also was terrified to tell this man. He was so mean and I didn’t wanna lose him or deal with what came with being honest. I also didn’t know why any of it even mattered. Also in the midst of this, we found out I’m pregnant.

I did end up telling him about this encounter. & it got so much worse. Yelling, threats, being called a dirty btch, all the other names mentioned earlier, bashing my character, throwing vulnerable things I had shared with him, talking about my family, friends, how no man would ever marry me, he only picked me bc I was easy, I’m only good for putting d*ck in my mouth. I mean it goes on and on. One time he even scared me when he had picked me up. He was yelling, driving crazy, hitting the console, threatening me. I never had felt scared around him.

I’ll be 38 wks tomorrow. I just sometimes feel like I’m the crazy one or I deserved it. He said I manipulated him by lying for months and bc of that, he has no empathy or remorse for how he’s treated me. Says that it doesn’t compare to how I made him feel for months. I’m not a liar or cheater but he has distorted my view of reality and I feel so weird. Any clarity is appreciated.

This is going to be a long one with many red flags so bear with me. For context, I am 28 and she is 24.

A couple months ago in mid June, my buddy and I were playing call of duty and ended up playing against this girl and her friend. After the game, she joined our lobby and started asking us questions like how old we were, where we were from and if we had snapchat. I countered her question with “do you have an instagram?” She said no. Immediate red flag because that’s very abnormal nowadays. But I went along with it.

I gave her my Snapchat and then she left to play with her friend again. Soon after she adds me Snapchat, her account has 0 SNAP SCORE. I joked with her acknowledging I’m fully aware she just gave me her burner snap, which she denied saying she used to have one but deleted it and just made a new one. Once again, I just went with it.

She started messaging me every day. That eventually turned into not only messages, but phone/video calls every single night, often until like 6am. We got extremely close very quickly. Super deep, personal and intimate conversations, really getting to know each other over the next couple weeks. Feeling like we had a genuine connection.

A couple weeks in, she admitted that she lied to me about not having social media. I really wasn’t surprised, but it bothered me. I questioned why she would lie about that, because to me it just looks like you have to be hiding something at this point. She apologized and strictly blamed it on her major trust issues, saying she would share them with me eventually, just not yet.

Quick reminder that still throughout all of this, all I knew was her first name and what she looked like.

The following week or so we talked about meeting and hanging out. She paid $830 to fly me out. I told her if I’m coming out there I need some more info about you, even if it’s just your last name or phone number. She gave me her phone number the night before I flew out there.

With some reverse phone number searching, I found her last name, then found her on Facebook.. she’s fucking ENGAGED. Profile pic, engagement pictures fairly recently. I found this out while on FaceTime with her, so I confronted her about it.

She says it’s not what it looks like, saying they aren’t a thing anymore, he’s an asshole, she doesn’t want to be with him, and that they broke up a couple months ago. How the hell am I supposed to believe this?? She’s lied to me about so much already and I’ve essentially lost all trust now at this point.

I once again, went with it. Told her I’m still flying out there tomorrow but I need you to meet me in the airport and talk face to face first. I needed as much proof as possible that I’m not messing around with a girl not only in a relationship, but an engagement. If I didn’t feel comfortable I was prepared to just roll solo since the flight was already paid for.

We met in baggage claim and she continued to stand on her word, saying she’s single and they aren’t a thing anymore. She then proceeded to wipe all her Facebook stuff with him and change her status to single. I noticed that his Facebook was also wiped and changed to single not long after.

The trip with her went really well. We had a great time and really hit it off. Around this time she started telling me she loved me, wanting me to be apart of her future, even saying she’d move to be closer one day. Still knowing this could very well be just a rebound situation, it felt so genuine and real. It was mutual feelings from my side too.

We continued talking all day and every night over the next couple weeks. Then I flew her out to visit me. First 2 days were absolutely perfect, 3rd day she was feeling sick with terrible anxiety, then the morning of the 4th day she just.. up and left.

While I was out grabbing lunch she packed up, uber’d to the airport and left. She left me with 2 texts basically saying “I’m sorry, I enjoyed the time we had, it has nothing to do with you, I’m struggling mentally, I have insecurities/flaws I need to work on.” I was then ghosted for 3 days. I never knew if I’d hear back again. Then I got a call at 4am.

Very first question I ask: “Is (“ex” fiancée’s name) involved?” She said no and that this depression and anxiety she’s been having has put her through like a mental breakdown. At this point, I don’t believe that’s the full truth. But again, I go with it.

I asked if everything she’s said, shared and felt with me has been real or am I just being used? I need the truth. She once again says she loves me and wants me to be apart of her future. At this point, I told her I was willing to still be her friend, but she needed to work on herself before I could trust her again, and have that same level of respect for her.

After a weird day or two, things seemed to be really good again, she was still pretty mentally off, but the contact and connection was there again. Not really flirty or anything, but daily and nightly calls for hours.

Last week she had a super long week at work and barely got any sleep. 3pm Friday, she told me she was finally home and going to sleep all day. I never heard back so at 1am I texted her just checking in.

Her location was off and do not disturb was on. 24 hours later, no change, no text back.

Saturday night I checked his Facebook profile, like I did about once a week. This time, it was changed back to engaged with her name.

I blocked her on all social medias. Then messaged him on Facebook. FYI he’s 20.

Throughout our convo, I told him how long we’ve been talking, the trips we took to see each other, that we had slept together and that she’d repeatedly lied to my face about him not being in the picture. Sent him numerous pictures of indisputable proof. Half of them where she’s all over me and/or us cuddling.

He really just seemed speechless. He was obviously not aware of any of this, because she had told him she just wanted “space” and wanted to be alone. I basically ended it by letting him know I’ve blocked her on all socials with no intent to ever reach back out. Told him if he ever has any questions or wants to reach out at any point, I’ve got receipts on everything. He said thank you.

He answered some questions for me too, I found out she didn’t actually ask him for space until THE DAY I FLEW INTO MEET HER. They were calling and texting basically the whole time, and he was only ghosted by her the times we visited each other. The day that she left me abruptly, she called him crying saying she wanted him back.

I do truly believe her feelings for me were genuine, which feels even more fucked up.

I’m sorry for the long post but I felt that all details were very important to this. I knew I was getting into a weird situation from the start, but I see the good in people too much I guess. It may not seem like it with how long I let this play out, but I was aware of all the red flags. I have 0 regrets.

Also, looks like they’re “officially” back together now.

Feels weird. Idk. I wanted to get this off my chest.

Easily the most manipulative person I’ve ever met.

I was at one of my mother’s friends houses (I was supposed to stay for 2 months) at the time. I swear this her friend was a sweetheart at first promising a lot of stuff and constantly complimenting me

At that time I was really stressed from my courses plus having issues family issues I’d probably go really quiet for people to realize something is wrong.
She obv realizes this and starts to talk to me at first I brush this off and say I’m fine she then insists it’s not good to keep stuff in and she’ll listen if something is wrong
Being an idiot I did vent out and honestly she’d give such insightful advice
This woman also constantly tried to take me out to places and buy me stuff which most the time I refused very rarely did I ever order food from her either
I found it strange but eventually I though hmm guess my mother likes her for a reason and gave up thinking much about
Me and her friend sorta started talking in general she told me some of her problems and I told her mine idk I didn’t think so much into it at the time.

Suddenly almost a month goes by and I revived a call from my mother out of no where which was so strange I wondered what was wrong

Apparently her friend wanted me gone but didn’t say the reason why
Timekskip into when I got to my house I discovered the reason why and I was genuinely disgusted and horrified

This woman had called to my mom all those days and yelled or cried about my behavior how I’m making her spend way too much money, that I’m complaining and whining, the energy I’m giving is negative and about all the family issues I had opened up to whenever she’d ask what’s wrong….i was genuinely in disbelief feeling like a clown
A crazier accusation was I was constantly mingling with her husband (which I was not) it was literally him who seeked me out (I’m sure in a friendly way)and asked if I needed something, if I’m okay, if I ate..etc
She even said she pities my mother for having me as a daughter and would hate to go thru that (somehow my mother just took it without snapping at her instead she snapped at me)

I realized some of the stuff she said was very over exaggerated and petty considering I had many good memories in my stay and tried to balance things out (basically some of her claims about me didn’t add up)
After that I genuinely didn’t go to overshare as much realising that was my mistake but honestly this incident shook me a lot idk what to do
This lady still tries to reach out to be calling me pet names and tryna buy me gifts which even confuses me more
I’ve honestly never met someone like this it’s sorta confusing and scary at the same time plus my mother doesn’t exactly understand my point when I try to explain myself

I just cannot seem to move on nor process this, help
Why would someone do smth like this to another person?and wtf made her do that?

I hate when someone does this, especially when it is clear they heard me. And ignore it completely, subtly implying you are annoying for pressing the issue. I don't deal with people who do this because in my opinion they are most likely manipulators, or even if it isn't for manipulation purposes it is still unpleasant.

I have a colleague who has my boss on chokehold. Boss favours them for all the oppportunities. I didn't care much initially, but now my promotion and other things are also getting sabotaged. What I have observed is this collegue appears warm to boss, asking personal stuff like is their family doing well etc. and also snitches about other workers. They have made themselve their loyal confidante and at this point and boss blindly trusts them, over anything and everything. I also think my boss is passive and somewhere seeks that validation from the juniors which they may not get much. There is crazy dependency on this colleague to a point that boss just cannot let them go. Colleague is thriving with all the benefits for sure. I feel like there is not much I can do besides building my own relationship with boss, which I did. But I am still not the priority. I don't wanna get petty and compete cause colleague has already lot of influence and even if I move mountains, it won't work.

I would appreciate any advice or suggestion on how to navigate this matter.

• is it subjective?
• a matter of perspective?
• is there an objective standard?
• can two people reasonably disagree on whether something is manipulative?

Seeing somebody new — we disagree on what is considered “manipulative”

I’m seeing somebody new, and we’ve been having disagreements about what is considered “manipulative.”

I’m really trying not to become resentful or hold on to any contempt, but I’ve started to feel like he only considers me manipulative when I blatantly call out or vocalize that I feel like he is being manipulative.

I’m not a perfect human, and I, nearly daily, consider that I am surely inconsiderate in many ways, overly sensitive, or contributing to the situation in ways I don’t recognize. But I’ve never felt so disconnected from my own perception of myself and my actions, and it’s been making me question whether I’m seeing the situation clearly?

I’d genuinely like some outside perspectives of what objectively constitutes manipulation versus normal conflict, communication, boundaries, or expressing hurt.

I suffered from bullying between the ages of 15 - 18 and they don't feel sorry about anything they did, they just try to justify every action by saying "but you said this or that". They made me apologize for things that they thought were bullying (I actually don't think that they thought I was doing a bad thing, they were just so manipulative).

Let's put an example: there are two girls, girl A and girl B. I decide to lend girl A one of my belongings and she gives it back, then girl B decides to ask if I can lend it to her also; when I say no she asks me why and I say because I don't want to, she tells me that "that is not a valid reason and I didn't do anything to you" and later she proceeds to take my belonging when I don't know how to answer her. I try to get it back and she tells me "why? You said that I could take it", I tell her "that's not true, I didn't say that" and she asks me "then why didn't you give me a good reason?". At this moment I don't know how to answer, when they see that I don't answer tehy think that they are right. I know I don't have to change people's minds, but they forced me into doing things.

I tried to "agree" with them just so they leave me alone and then I do the opposite thing (Which is what I really wanted to do, but I didn't say it because they would try to invalidate me), but it didn't work. They forced me into doing what I said I would do because, for them, "You have to do what you said/promised to do, we will not let you lie to us.".

Teachers didn't do almost anything about it; they saved me a little, but not very much. Most of the times they asked me about why I said/did stuff, the teachers believed every single lie the bullies told them because bullies "had" more "credibility" than me.

I told them they were scumbags and more people joined the bullying towards me. They didn't like to be told the truth about themselves; always telling me "but you do the same thing to us" or when I did something that wasn't bad, but they thought it was bad, they usually told me "If you do this then don't complain when we do the same thing to you", and then they didn't do the same thing because in their context it was bullying and in my context it was putting boundaries and making people respect me.

How do I exit this manipulation stuff if it happens again at some point of my life?

Okay so at my first ever job I met my coworker and for some reason immediately liked him but nothing more than a chill work crush yk. Eventually I end up like actually liking him and damn near obsessing over him with pretty much no reciprocation because we spent a lot of time tg at work and acc became friends.

Over the course of 3 years working tg we had spent a lot of time hanging out at work school and socially but nothing romantic ever happened like at all. We stayed cordial friends (like our friend groups never mixed at all and we would still talk every once in a while) after we both quit tg on the same day because I had gotten a new job and we was just over it ig idk.

I was young and delusional at the time yes, but this is why I need advice.

Fast forward 5 YEARS I’ve moved away from our home town have a whole new life and I cannot believe it but I STILL like him. I find myself always thinking of this situation as Invisible string theory vibes which makes me think I’m just so far gone in delusional land I’m unsavable, but hear me out. When we first started working tg about 6 months in we discovered we had acc gone to grade school together but he transferred in around year 6, than we find out we live on the same street in our hometown and have since we were born, THAN fast forward to a couple months ago I find a picture of us at like 5/6 years old together in a class picture. I immediately sent him to him just because of how crazy it was to find that 5 years later and we haven’t spoken at all and only Briefly bumbed into each other once in the past year. Anyways idk it literally could mean nothing but coincidences exsist.

OH AND, now current day, he and I snap ,yes ik snapchat ew wtv, everyday and I’ve heard through mutual friends that he talks about me more often than I ever would’ve thought which makes me feel like wait maybe im not crazy and this guy could acc see me in the same confusing kinda way i see him? ANYWAYS, I want to know your opinion on this whole situation like I don’t know why I even could possibly still like him like this after so many years of being nice when we see eachother but living such separate lives, and am I crazy and read wayyyy to much into things?

I’m 28F, my boyfriend is 27M, and we’ve been together about 1.5–1.7 years. He’s a fourth-year quantum physics PhD student, and I know his PhD has taken a huge mental/emotional toll on him.
I’ve tried very hard to support him. I encourage him, listen to him, make time for him, and try to be understanding when he has limited bandwidth. I have a busy life too, but I’ve always tried to make room for his needs.
The problem is that I increasingly feel like his lack of capacity means my emotional needs are expected to disappear.
When I ask for reassurance, affection, or emotional support, I’ve sometimes been made to feel selfish because he already has so much on his plate. Last year, he even told me I needed to “suppress” or “limit” my feelings because he didn’t have the mental capacity to deal with them. He has apologized and acknowledged that was wrong, but it still affects me.
I’ve also been called selfish, insecure, crazy, and overly emotional when trying to express how I feel. I don’t think I’m asking for anything extraordinary—I want affection, reassurance, emotional consideration, and to be able to express my feelings without being made to feel guilty for having them.
I understand that sometimes one partner has less capacity because of school/work/life circumstances. But where is the line between supporting your partner and neglecting yourself? Is it reasonable for me to expect my needs to still matter even if he can’t meet them perfectly right now?
There’s another thing I struggle with: his previous relationship.
His first relationship lasted around five years, and from how he described it, they were very romantic—love letters, Hindi song lyrics, gifts, etc. He said it took him a long time to get over her.
This never bothered me initially, but now I notice the contrast. I love expressing feelings through music, and I told him early on that playlists would mean a lot to me. He basically never made/contributed to them unless I repeatedly asked. Eventually he did, but by then I didn’t really want it anymore because I felt like I had to beg for it.
For me, it isn’t really about playlists. It’s about initiative.
I sometimes think, “If those things came naturally with his ex, why do I have to repeatedly ask for small expressions of affection?”
He tells me I’m his “true love,” that I’m the best girlfriend he’s had, and that this is the healthiest relationship he’s been in. I believe he loves me. I also understand that people change, first love can be different, and a healthier/more mature relationship doesn’t necessarily look as intensely romantic.
But I’m struggling with the discrepancy between what he says and what I experience.
He says no problem is impossible to fix, but I sometimes feel like when I bring up something that hurts me, he focuses more on explaining why he behaved that way than understanding the impact it had on me.
I don’t expect him to prioritize me over his PhD or have unlimited emotional energy. I just don’t want “I’m overwhelmed” to become a permanent reason why my feelings don’t matter.
So I’m genuinely looking for outside perspectives:
Am I expecting too much emotionally?
How do you distinguish normal differences in how people express love from emotional incompatibility?
How much should a partner’s demanding PhD/work situation excuse limited emotional availability?
Is telling your partner to “suppress” their feelings ever reasonable, even if it was said during a period of extreme stress?
How much weight should I put on the fact that he seemed more naturally romantic with his ex?
At what point does being understanding of someone’s limitations become neglecting your own needs?
I’m not looking for “leave him” or “he’s a terrible person.” I genuinely want to know whether I’m overthinking this or whether I’m picking up on a real issue with emotional reciprocity and compatibility.

Was he manipulating me? He started calling me baby then later “good girl”. I felt uncomfortable and decided to end conversation. He already talked about our future together but we don’t even know each other.

I recently started seeing a girl who was originally a friend.

I wasn't particularly interested in dating her at first, but she kept teasing me about it. I eventually gave it a chance, and the date went surprisingly well.

Since then, things have moved faster than I expected. There's been a kiss, a lot more affection, and she's already joking/talking about marriage.

She's genuinely sweet, and I don't want to assume bad intentions just because things are moving quickly.

But I'm also questioning myself because I don't know if I actually want this relationship or if I'm simply reacting to her interest and affection.

I've already experienced a situation where I felt like I was being pushed into something before I fully understood what I wanted.

So I'm trying to be careful this time.

How do you tell the difference between someone genuinely being interested in you and someone slowly influencing you into a relationship you're not ready for?

And if I realize I'm getting caught up in the pace, what's the best way to slow things down without unnecessarily hurting the other person?

I am the male of the realtionship and my girlfriend comes to me on multiple occasions telling me that she feels like harming herself. Whenever she tells me this it is mostly becasue of me and when i talk to her about this she tells me that im not the main reason so i shouldnt be worried. When i argue this she said "your not helping me not want to harm myself". To give a idea of the last time she harmed herself beucause of me it was because i spent a hour with my family without texting her wilste telling her that i was going to be a wilste and to not worry. She then got mad at me and said i was in the wrong for getting mad at her and not comforting her. Focusing on my reaction instead of ehat she had done to cause that reaction. She also loves attention after wrong doing. For expample after i had a conversation with her about her behaviour she said sorry multiple times and that she was a bad girlfriend until I comforted her. She does this on multiple occasions and admitted that she was only doing it for Comfort.

Hi. I (25f) was friends with benefits with my ex (34M) off and on for about a year. We dated for 2 years prior to that but I broke up with him because I didn’t feel like he could meet my needs as a bf. I enjoyed the time we spent together so I didn’t mind the arrangement. I’ve been single for two years. He thinks we will be together “sometime down the line“ but I made it very clear that I am not interested in getting back together. 2 weeks ago I mentioned we don’t have a lot of chemistry outside of intimacy and if we took that off the table there wouldn’t be much left. He denied this so I said okay let’s take it off the table. For the last two weeks he starts saying I love you and using cutesy nicknames and I asked him to stop. He would just laugh. I met up with him to go to the movies on Saturday night around 7. After the movies he asked if I was coming upstairs and I declined. I know him, he’ll just feel me up and try to initiate intimacy. I left and received a text from him that night saying, “I’m no fool. I won’t let you play in my face. I wont wait around while you go find whatever guy you’re looking for. You won’t manipulate me. You are so manipulative.” He said this to me when we were together during arguments. I’ve known him for 5 years so to me I want to trust my assessment of myself and say I’m not but what if my judgement is clouded? I feel a sense of guilt maybe because I did tell him that I won’t be dealing with a 34 year old having a tantrum because I declined his offer to go upstairs and then I blocked him. I don’t plan on talking to him ever again so this is moreso for my personal growth.