This isn't exactly a rant, but I've been thinking about this game and its aftermath since yesterday and I still don't quite know how to feel about it.
I was playing online in a bracket 3 room, four people at the table and strong decks all around. Premium and free interaction, staples, game changers, game threatening to end turn 6 and 7, the works. Great, close game up to that point.
My turn comes around, I am at 6 life points and I am dead to a stiff breeze so I need to play to every out I could have. I have no graveyard, barely any hand, everytime I cast a spell I lose life to [[Mastermind Plum]], the landfall player got [[Glacial Chasm]] out and at that point I have only one card in my deck that could go through it.
I play it out and manage to pull it off. Get lifegain, mana production, card draw online. I run no infinites, and besides I have to get through the Chasm, so I have to dig through my deck one card at a time in order to find what I need. It felt like riding the lightning, but it took 30 minutes.
From my perspective it was amazing, one of the best comebacks I have ever pulled off, but as the turn dragged on I felt the other players' dissatisfaction grow and by the end of the turn, when I showed the actual win, they just logged out of the room.
Of course you don't expect people to cheer you on cartoonishly when you beat them against the odds, and it was their decision to not concede and look through every trigger and action (I agree with doing so), but after playing some of the best magic I have played in a while I feel somewhat guilty for doing so.
I don't usually take so long to perform my pop-off turns, like five minutes, but in this particular case I had to go through every action because I intentionally built this deck without infinite loops and I am starting to think that doing so made me somewhat less pleasant as a podmate than actually having stronger / simpler combos would make me.
I want to be a person people enjoy playing against, and this whole thing has been sitting heavy with me for the last day.
What is your experience with being in a similar position, or being on the other side of it? Did it change your approach to deck building, or whether you would consider conceding rather than forcing the table to sit through your non-deterministic solitaire turn?