Its called The church the the daughters of the Angel or just Daughters of the Angels. I was going through boxes in my great aunts attic and found this book, all of this is translated from really old French. Here are some excerpts
There was once nothing but Her, but She became lonely. And from Her loneliness and longing Her womb swelled, and over and over She bore fruits of nature never known to Her before. The first three children carried their mothers grace in the form of rings, but none could carry life. Overwhelmed, She tried again, and She gave birth to a blaze of light that knew only Her anger. On Her third attempt She had five smaller children, all painted marvelous colors but none the color of living. She wept softly as She lined Her children up and as a drop fell to one it was overcome with flourishing life. Earth was created in all of its glory.
As the earth grew full of nourishment, She put Herself into the earth and continued to sob at its inexorable beauty, filling the world's barren craters with vast pools of sweet, everflowing water. From the soft dirt, She formed a doll and used it as a vessel, making the dirt turn to flesh instantly. She created several other dolls of all kinds and gifted them the miracle of life in exchange for companionship and love, and like with Her own vessel, dirt became flesh and where there was nothing, She gave all.
She wandered the earth, but Her loneliness was still apparent, and so she formed another vessel and put into it a small piece of Herself, dirt was once again turned to flesh and the first woman was born. The Angel adored and loved her companion more than anything and put onto her the gift of a blessing. “Lilith” The Angel ottered, and thus language was created, for She could see and know all, as well as what would be told of the gift given and how many would know the truth as well. The angel and Lilith bathed together in the pool and walked the earth caring for its creatures. They cared for one another and played and danced until Lilith grew sick. She knew all too well the sickness, the loneliness that once ailed Her was now killing Her creation and she could only watch her decay.
After three nights of Lilith's long sleep, she had long grown pale and lost all her curves from not eating, the Angel flew over the earth to the large mountains and brought to Lilith's side a large stone. From the stone She carved a tall sturdy figure, She crafted a beautiful new doll for Her companion. Into the doll, She put Her love and adoration for Lilith and from Her, man was born. But Lilith did not get better right away. The Angel cared for Lilith, and the man cared for them both, until after four days and four nights, Her Lilith returned to Her and the man took his place next to her. The Angel watched the love She put into Her doll work in keeping Lilith happy, and when the time came that Lilith fell pregnant with her first child, She left.
Many years later, the Angel returned to see Her old friend to find nothing but a pile of dirt, and a stone block at its side. Rows of graves sat before the Angel and She knew then that Her friend and her children were gone. The Angel laid at the grave of Her companion and from the earth flowers grew. And She thought to Herself rebirth was possible, so she took the piles of dirt and made hundreds of smaller dolls and blessed each with life and flesh. The Angel then put Herself back into the earth so that when She felt one of Her children die, She could bless them with life once again.
And the Angel knew what would happen to the dolls, for those made from dirt were warm and kind, but those formed of stone were cold and hard and were able to crack. The Angel saw what they were capable of and chose to bless her chosen few with strength and beauty to deceive those that would do harm. And as the Angel turned Herself from memory to story, and from story to myth, corruption grew in the cracks of the stone beneath the flesh of man. And man corrupted man in the sins of one another, they turned away from the love of one another and used the bounty of earth against each other, and She could only watch in pain as Her paradise was destroyed by her beloved children's companions. Years would pass in the age of corruption and the Angel would continue to wait for her chosen one until the day had come.
One blazing morning, in a village that knew only famine, a young girl blessed by her young mother with the name Mahaut was playing by a well when her father approached her. Her father, a drunken man, demanded Mahaut behold herself to him as he had many times before so he might enjoy himself, but she refused and for this he pushed her down the well as he had her two sisters before her. Mahaut's mother, Yolande, ran to the well at the sight of this and cried out to the Angel for help. “Dear one who once blessed our lands and people, I beg for your blessings, free my last daughter from this prison and free us from our suffering.” And as she cried, a long eared lynx appeared before her, in its mouth a branch with two plump figs on it. Yolande took the branch in shock. “Share these figs with your husband, and when you wake, you and your daughter shall come home to me.” That night, Yalande showed the branch to her husband, he ate both the figs and used the branch on her as a switch, and as she laid there and wept she couldn’t help but smile.
The next morning, she found her husband dead and as she dragged him to the garden to bury him, she found a bounty of crops. Overwhelmed, she ran to the well, and as she arrived she dropped to her knees at the sight of all three of her daughters returned to her alive and playing together happily. That night, As Yolande and her daughters feasted on their bountiful harvest, and as she sat happily watching her daughters sleep, the lynx came to the woman's window. Yolande dropped to her knees shaking, “You have brought back to me my life and given us our freedom, how might we repay your master, our Angel.” Yolande begged. “In one year this land will die. Take your crops and dry them, slaughter all your livestock so you may harvest their bounty and take your three daughters to spread freedom to all the chosen women of this land. Death is spreading faster than Her compassion but you may change that” The lynx left no trace of its visit except for the truth of its words, and when the year passed and the land turned from dirt to stone, Yolande and her daughters left.
The four wandered as proud women in a profession of men spreading the word, and when one at a time her daughters were called by the Angel to do Her work, Yolande continued to do as she was commanded. Word spread from nation to nation and women freed themselves from the bonds of corruption and sin that once held them. As for her daughters; Clothilde, the eldest, became a servant of the tyrant king Nash; she freed thousands of his slaves, woman and male alike. When she realized the king's favor steered to her, the Angel gave her a great idea. The night he summoned her to his bedside, she poured poison and wine into her mouth and kissed it upon him so he might drink of the nectar of sweet death and on that eve she was crowned his queen.
Clothilde, the second eldest, followed in her mothers footsteps and spread the word of the Angel. She found herself in a large city and was preaching daily to small groups of midwives in the residential areas of the city. As she wandered the streets on her way back to the outskirts of the city where her mother waited for her, a sudden cry shook her from her thoughts, and beneath a bundle of dirty cloth and trash she found a baby boy. A sudden beam of moon light shone over the baby's body, calming him and as Clothilde bent to return the baby to where she found him she froze, as if someone had stopped her. “Don’t” She heard. No one was near her, the alley was empty but she knew it was true, and so she tucked the small child under her breast and carried him silently to her mother and explained what had happened. “This child was chosen as we were.” Yolande pressed a kiss to his forehead. “And we shall bless him as She has blessed us, his name will be Aymon and he will serve the Angel in all things.”
Mahaut, the youngest, was found to have had a talent for writing, something illegal for women at the time, but thanks to a connection with a minister's wife, she was able to learn as a companion for princess Gisella of Frankisk. The two became great friends and talked often of Angel and her first companion. When the time came for Gisella to marry, as was the duty of her station, she locked herself away. The night before her wedding, Mahaut convinced a maid of similar stature and face to switch her place for a few hours and snuck Gisella out of the palace through the maids quarters with three others to escape.
Ive never been very religious but I really like this. I haven't found much about it online but im going to keep trying to translate to find out more and see if there's anything online. If anyone knows anything please let me know thanks.