I’m about a month into a new job as a Solutions Engineer, and honestly, the experience has been pretty rough so far.
At my previous company, I had been there long enough to become one of the go-to people on the team. I was technically still a junior, but I was the senior person in my batch and had built up a lot of knowledge of the product.
If something wasn’t working, people would usually come to me before escalating it to Engineering. I handled a lot of troubleshooting, implementations, and client-facing situations, and I was often trusted to take ownership of things.
I eventually left because I felt like I had hit a ceiling in terms of opportunities and compensation.
I joined a new company expecting to learn, grow, and obviously go through a learning curve. I knew I wasn't going to be the guy who knew everything on day one.
But I didn't expect the transition to feel this brutal.
I've been put onto a fairly large project very early on. There was training, but honestly, it wasn't enough. There were quite a few things that weren't covered, and now I'm expected to work with the platform and project as if I already have that context.
The hardest part is the communication from the leads.
They'll sometimes say things like:
“Why are you doing it this way?”
“You shouldn't be wasting time on this.”
“Just do X, then Y, then Z.”
And I'm sitting there thinking... I genuinely don't know what X, Y and Z mean in the context of this system yet. 😅
It's not that I don't want to learn. I actually want to learn very badly. It's just that there's a huge amount of internal terminology, product knowledge, previous project context, and little things that apparently everyone else already knows.
I also feel like I'm going from being someone who was trusted to solve problems independently to someone who constantly has to ask questions.
And that's messing with my confidence more than I expected.
I'm trying not to compare myself to people who have been there much longer, but it's difficult. At my old company, I was the person people came to when they were stuck. Here, I'm the person who's being told I'm doing things wrong.
I know logically that being new means I won't know everything. But emotionally, it's hard to reconcile that with the fact that I know I was actually pretty good at my previous job.
So I'm curious about people who've gone through something similar:
> How long did it take you to feel competent again after switching companies/products?
> And how do you deal with a lead who expects you to know things that weren't really covered during onboarding?
I'm trying to figure out whether I just need to suck it up and push through the learning curve, or whether this is a sign that the environment itself isn't a good fit.