the first piece doesn't have a specific light source direction, i just wanted to test out a messy rendering style ! at first i was already thinking about what i should do next time i try this rendering style again and was a bit detached as always, but i kind of started to like it yet i also feel detached at the same time
i made a recent post on never being satisfied with any of my work which i got some great advice on that i will work on,, but since school is starting again my progress will be slow, considering ive already stopped doing art for ~2 years until a few months ago.
i realised i get enjoyment from doing the process of anything creative, etc bracelet making, crafting. but i'm strangely detached to the finished piece. i mean i can still tell which pieces are stronger technically, but still no feelings come.
oddly enough when i started to take art more seriously start of this year, i could appreciate what i draw. now i cant. same went with bracelet and keychains i made, never liked them, yet people genuinely thought they were pretty and bought them.
i understand that it's normal for artists to not always like their work. but is it common to just be detached from my work, even when i enjoyed the process?
to clarify: by enjoy i also mean i get excited about finishing the piece and stay dedicated to finishing it (not that i want to get it over and done with). and i only get like this with pieces i know will turn out well
edit: in cooking and bracelet making, i continue even if the outcome is uncertain